On
December 17th 1965, late that night and in the pouring rain,
I lay in a drunken stupor, too drunk to help myself. In that
condition, a fiery evangelical girl who attended the same school
as myself, came to me and spoke to me of my sin. She warned
me of hell and warned me to flee from the wrath to come.
She then told me of a Saviour who was mighty to save. One who
hung, and bled, and died to redeem such hell-deserving sinners
as I was. She then gave me a Bible and challenged me to read
it if I dare!
From
the next morning I began to read that Bible. For the next two
and a half years I devoured the Word of God. At the same time
I began to attend an evangelical Methodist Church, and sought
to reform my life. My former drinking companions wanted nothing
more to do with me, nor I with them. On April 18th 1968 at 9.35
in the evening, I was turned from darkness to light, from hell
to heaven, by the power of God's Word.
'Not
the labours of my hands,
Can fulfil Thy law's demands,
Could my zeal no respite know,
Could my tears for ever flow,
Al/for sin could not atone;
Thou must save, and Thou alone'.
In
1971, I married the girl who had first spoken to me of Christ,
and after three brief years of marriage the Lord took her home
to glory at the tender age of twenty-five. The words of the
Saviour in John 17 were a tower of strength to me during that
time of sad bereavement. "Father, I will that they also,
whom thou hast given me, be with me where I am, that they may
behold my glory, which thou hast given me."
My
Christian life has been a continuous battle, but the Lord has
both sustained and strengthened me through each conflict. I
had hoped to enter the Methodist Ministry, and qualified as
a Local Preacher in 1971, only to be forced out because I continued
to preach upon the cross and the redeeming blood of Jesus Christ.
I was told by preachers and ministers alike, to get away from
the cross! Well, some thirty years on, blessed be God, I am
still at the cross, for it was at the cross where I first saw
the Lord.
The
Lord has been gracious to me. I remarried and now have three
grown up children. He has given me many an opportunity to preach
the Gospel, and in words of the hymn writer:
"E'er
since by faith, Isaw the stream, Thy flowing wounds supply,
Redeeming love has been my theme, And shall he till I die."
Dr
Allen is now the U.K. Deputation Speaker for the Trinitarian
Bible Society, having left the teaching profession in response
to the call by God to this work, which he is passionate about
and to which he is dedicated, to the glory of his Lord and Saviour.